Well, here I am. Doing stupid things.posted Aug 31st 2006, 5:59PM
Mood: Guilty
Music: Someday - Nickelback
Those who know me on DevArt know full well that I have had girl troubles. It's ended rather abruptly today. Well, worse of an end than it should have.
I am prone to do stupid things. Things I don't even know have dire consequences. I just cost myself a good friend because of it.
I sent an email to a person who dumped me, but wanted to be friends. That email said the worst things. I accused her of doing things to me, of being a bad person, and to go to hell.
She didn't deserve that. But I did for doing it. I don't expect her to ever speak to me again.
I regret sending that email. For I think my love for has finally gone, but now I lost my friendship too, and I see why she wanted to be friends.
Though it doesn't hurt as much, it hurts almost as bad to know that she, whom could've still been my good friend, hates me now.